As many of my Facebook followers know, I had taken some much needed time away from posting the tarot. Thanks for your patience! What do you do for yourself when you need a break? Hopefully you take breaks for your own mind, body, soul.

What a week we have facing us! What a few past weeks actually! Take a deep breath. You most likely deserve it.

First, let me start with the dreams.. Many have been having dreams of their past. This is to show you how far you've come, or rather, what you've kept suppressed out of fear. It's time to face it, heal it and move on from it. You're hopefully not living in your past still. Fear truly is an illusion that we make up in our minds and try to ration with. Stop it. Most of the very things you fear, you've already conquered and but yet cannot see past the fear to realize it. Take a moment and really think on that.

See where you are now compared to where you were. Are you standing in the same place, with the same people and situations or have you changed this? There is your answer. Now, onto the cards!

This week and the past few, thanks to Mercury retrograde, may see the past resurfacing, this is people, places and situations. Ex's always seem to play a big theme here. Do you want to go backwards or forwards in life? Do you still need the lesson? If so, take it on. If not, don't blink an eye as you progress in forward movement! Some people learn faster than others, some slower, and that's okay. You will get to where you desire to be in your own timing/Divine timing. So, if you're a slow learner do not beat yourself up too much. It's okay, you're okay.

We have a VERY potent Full Moon in Libra on Wednesday. Libra represents relationships, harmony, balance and justice - just to name a few.

Where are you in relationship to yourself and with other's? Are you good?

Have you knocked off the need for co-dependency and toxicity or are you still working through that? Whatever you need, will always show up. Mirror, mirror on the wall. What do I need to let fall? You see, with this full moon, something has to give way. Something has to end or stop. Something that no longer serves your heart and where you really want to be in life and or with whom. What and who do you want by your side? There will or needs to be a metaphoric death and rebirth this week. Would you even know what to do with a relationship that was free? One without toxicity or co-dependency? Would you question it? Do you put it in a corner, do you need to pet it or feed and water it every now and then? A healthy relationship doesn't require much anything but LOVE. Love in its truest, divine form and that is freedom to be. Let me tell you this.. If you meet someone and you feel queasy, nervous (maybe mistaking this for "butterflies"), then you are most likely facing your next lesson. Your body will always show up for you and tell you but do you listen or do you ignore? Most mistake it for something else in fairy tale land and ignore the obvious. If and when you feel this, make sure your eyes and ears are wide open. Pay attention, not mistaking red flags for rainbows and unicorn farts. Look, this isn't to say you cannot feel happy with someone. Of course you can.. But it will feel much different when there isn't some past karmic lesson involved. It will feel free and easy. There won't be a ton of questions, a ton of screenshots sent to friend to decipher and so on. It will just BE and you will know it. You have choices this week. You can entertain the past all you want as it sure as shit will show up or you can free yourself from needing the lessons over and over and over. Which path sounds easier?

Like I said earlier, do not beat yourself up if you still need the lessons? We are here to learn and we will always be here learning the ways of this world. However, what you will need to learn and for how long is up to you. There is something beautiful waiting for you this week if you are willing to show up for YOURSELF first and foremost. Yep. the old going within and loving yourself first saying! Which so many cannot stand hearing but it is the truth in its purest, most loving form. When was the last time you stopped the bullshit to really show up for what your heart desires? The time is NOW because just like fear - time is an illusion. Right this minute is all that exist. Are you ready? Let's do the damn thing! Life is magic! You're the one that says which rabbit you want to pull from the hat! YOU are the magician of your life. What you give to yourself is what you will get back from other's. Get up, stretch and take a deep breath! There's a really great life waiting for you to say YES to! Stop with the fear and start with FAITH. YOU ARE WORTHY AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN! Life begins when you get sick of your own bullshit and the bullshit that other's have projected onto you. You're not the keeper of other's shit... Let it go and let your life begin to flow. You're beautiful! See the songs if you're one that better connects through music for some good descriptives of this week.


This week may start off a little painful but that's okay. As the saying goes, "No pain, no gain." Triggers are at the forefront in major ways. What you may have thought was buried or healed will be coming to the surface one more time. The question is, how many times does it need to surface before you will finally see the lesson and heal it? You HAVE to be still and get quiet with yourself and face what is coming up for you if you want to put it to rest and live your best life which is what you are here for. What you seek also seeks for you but have you been willing to put in the work and show up? If you can't show up, what you want can't show up. There are major life changes in the air here but you have to stop fearing the unknown of change. Everything shows up in Divine timing, ALWAYS. What has been showing up for you? Are you facing it or running from it? The more you fight life, the more fights show up for you to fight. Stop fighting and learn to let go and flow so that you may move through it finally. Life isn't that hard, we choose to make it seem hard by not facing our fears and trusting in faith that we will be okay with the changes. The world really is your oyster and is at your fingertips. What you do with it is up to you. What you truly love and value will be coming up for you at this time. But, none of that really matters if you do not stop the bullshit and love and value yourself first. In matters of relationships. every one of them will carry the same theme yet a different face until you heal your wounds and start showing up for yourself. It's time to take the proverbial bull by the horns, the bull being YOU. It's time to start realizing that you matter, what you desire matters and your heart matters. If you are constantly trying to change someone else or waiting for them to change for you to be happy, you will be waiting forever. The only person you can change is yourself and when you do, everything else changes and falls into place with more ease. Isn't you luggage heavy? Aren't you tired of dragging it with you everywhere you go? When will you be ready to unpack it and lighten your load? It's go time. Get out there and live your heart's true desire! It's time to stop your pain and suffering. Let go and let life flow with more ease. Life is rich and waiting for YOU. Stop the blame game and look in the mirror. Everything and everyone you encounter is a message into yourself as to what is needed to be done. Do NOT fear being vulnerable. It is in your vulnerability that healing can and will take place. Start the work. You are worthy.


Deep breaths! This is BIG. There are two realities happening at once right now.

Has anyone felt a shift or felt like they were in an alternate reality lately? Like you know you're here but you were also somewhere else and I'm talking future, not past.

This is happening. You may have heard the term that the veil is thinning? It is and all you can do is go with it. Decipher and flow the best you can right now. It's all you can do. No, you're not crazy..

I'm guided to talk about two realities that are also happening. The past and the now.

If you cannot comprehend what you are reading then it only means one thing and that is that you're not ready to hear it or heal it.

Here it goes...

I'm going to speak on relationships and trauma.

First of all, NO ONE is bad for you and I don't care how bad they treated you. Yes, some people are just assholes but guess what? You chose them. Now, look within and figure that out. Why would you choose anyone in your life that could treat you badly when you deserve the world and the best that it has to offer? I'm going to give you the answer. Your SELF WORTH. If you don't learn it on your own then you will continue to encounter people that treat you poorly until you "get it" and do it!

Haven't you had enough of that yet? No one and nothing material can fill those lofty voids you try to fill. You want the best then you start treating yourself like the best. LOVE YOUR SELF. There is some amazing energy in the air and it's going to continue. February is one hell of a month but in a good way. I'll say it again as I did last week, in that January was a part of a wrap up to the past eight to ten years. It's time to end the bullshit and what no longer serves your highest good.

Love is truly in the air. You WILL be facing your own souls in the eyes of another. What will you do with it this time around? You going to fight it and run or finally face your shit? The key here is to be aware, both parties, whether this is an intimate relationship or friendships. It's here now. You wanna be a runner? Guess what? It'll be a different face with the same fucking issues. You can spend your life running or you can come together and heal the shit together. Again, BOTH parties must be aware and READY. Not everyone you encounter will be ready and that's okay. You move on to the next and the next and the next until you find the one ready to heal with you. No one comes without some form of pain or trauma so good luck to you if you think you're perfect and free from any of that. It's reality. If you're living in a delusional bubble, I truly feel sorry for you because one day that bubble is going to pop and you will not be well..

Look, you ARE the Magician of your life. You co-create your reality with many different things - your thoughts, your feelings, other people, etc.. So, what have you been creating? You've been creating the path to healing but maybe you didn't realize this and projected blame.. And please, do not put anyone on some delusional pedestal. Everyone wears this human suit and when you peel it off you will find it has the layers of an onion and it might just make you cry..

So, this week? Love is here, compassion, patience, empathy is needed, trust, TRUE communication between souls, your soul knows why and what its human suit needs to heal, go deep, go within, get REAL and RAW. The blessing is in the disguise.. Stop covering your wounds and rip the bandages off so they can finally heal. YOU ARE SO WORTHY! YOU ARE LOVE! STOP living in fear and try out faith for once! We are in FATED moments! You're not bad at love, you've been bad at allowing yourself to heal the wounds. The wounds were never yours, they were other's fears and projections. It's time to allow the abundance, love and healing that you've come here for. GO after it with ALL your HEART! If YOU could only realize how beautiful your soul is.. You would stop denying your hearts desires and make them reality. YOU are a beautiful soul. You wanna see the light? Then face the dark..

There are messages in music. Have a listen for clues to this weeks energy. Enjoy.


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